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mogmelodies2016-01-26 01:38 pm
scriptrix) wrote in mogmelodies2016-01-26 01:38 pm
To: All Heroes of Light (dated post-event)
Hi everyone,
There have been a lot of these going around lately, so I guess it's my turn. I'm not proud of what I did in that dream, or the decisions I made. Honestly, it scares me that anything the Sage could have said would cause me to do those things. I can't even claim I'd never behave like that, because it would be a lie. The dream we just saw is proof enough that I'm capable of it. I betrayed everything Fairy Tail is supposed to stand for - I abandoned my friends and my guild, took shortcuts to power, and did what was easy instead of what was right.
I don't blame you all if you decide you can't trust me after seeing that. I hardly trust myself at this point. I won't ask for your forgiveness or your trust, because I feel like that's something I need to prove I'm worthy of having in the first place. But I do think that all of this just proves how weak I really am, so I'm thinking of disbanding Fairy Tail. A guild is no good without a strong and trustworthy leader, and I've just proven that I'm neither of those things. So, to everyone, but to the members of the guild especially:
I'm sorry I couldn't be the friend I should have been.
With a heavy heart,
Levy McGarden
There have been a lot of these going around lately, so I guess it's my turn. I'm not proud of what I did in that dream, or the decisions I made. Honestly, it scares me that anything the Sage could have said would cause me to do those things. I can't even claim I'd never behave like that, because it would be a lie. The dream we just saw is proof enough that I'm capable of it. I betrayed everything Fairy Tail is supposed to stand for - I abandoned my friends and my guild, took shortcuts to power, and did what was easy instead of what was right.
I don't blame you all if you decide you can't trust me after seeing that. I hardly trust myself at this point. I won't ask for your forgiveness or your trust, because I feel like that's something I need to prove I'm worthy of having in the first place. But I do think that all of this just proves how weak I really am, so I'm thinking of disbanding Fairy Tail. A guild is no good without a strong and trustworthy leader, and I've just proven that I'm neither of those things. So, to everyone, but to the members of the guild especially:
I'm sorry I couldn't be the friend I should have been.
With a heavy heart,
Levy McGarden
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The choice is yours. I would, however, wait a little longer if I were you. Emotional upheaval can easily cloud one's judgment. There is no need to rush into a decision so soon.
Give it some more thought.
-Jade
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You're probably right. I'm feeling pretty terrible right now, and I'd hate to make another decision I can't take back or might regret later. That's pretty much what that whole dream sequence was about, after all.
-Levy