Levy McGarden (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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mogmelodies2016-01-26 01:38 pm
scriptrix) wrote in mogmelodies2016-01-26 01:38 pm
To: All Heroes of Light (dated post-event)
Hi everyone,
There have been a lot of these going around lately, so I guess it's my turn. I'm not proud of what I did in that dream, or the decisions I made. Honestly, it scares me that anything the Sage could have said would cause me to do those things. I can't even claim I'd never behave like that, because it would be a lie. The dream we just saw is proof enough that I'm capable of it. I betrayed everything Fairy Tail is supposed to stand for - I abandoned my friends and my guild, took shortcuts to power, and did what was easy instead of what was right.
I don't blame you all if you decide you can't trust me after seeing that. I hardly trust myself at this point. I won't ask for your forgiveness or your trust, because I feel like that's something I need to prove I'm worthy of having in the first place. But I do think that all of this just proves how weak I really am, so I'm thinking of disbanding Fairy Tail. A guild is no good without a strong and trustworthy leader, and I've just proven that I'm neither of those things. So, to everyone, but to the members of the guild especially:
I'm sorry I couldn't be the friend I should have been.
With a heavy heart,
Levy McGarden
There have been a lot of these going around lately, so I guess it's my turn. I'm not proud of what I did in that dream, or the decisions I made. Honestly, it scares me that anything the Sage could have said would cause me to do those things. I can't even claim I'd never behave like that, because it would be a lie. The dream we just saw is proof enough that I'm capable of it. I betrayed everything Fairy Tail is supposed to stand for - I abandoned my friends and my guild, took shortcuts to power, and did what was easy instead of what was right.
I don't blame you all if you decide you can't trust me after seeing that. I hardly trust myself at this point. I won't ask for your forgiveness or your trust, because I feel like that's something I need to prove I'm worthy of having in the first place. But I do think that all of this just proves how weak I really am, so I'm thinking of disbanding Fairy Tail. A guild is no good without a strong and trustworthy leader, and I've just proven that I'm neither of those things. So, to everyone, but to the members of the guild especially:
I'm sorry I couldn't be the friend I should have been.
With a heavy heart,
Levy McGarden
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Right, that makes sense. I'll be there when you do want to do this. But I'm sure everyone will support you now matter what if you believe it's the right thing to do.
-Cloud
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Thanks. I'll let you know.
-Levy
(ooc: I'm not going to make a separate Fairy Tail meeting thread or anything, she's essentially collecting opinions right here. Obviously, she will end up keeping leadership and not disbanding the guild.)
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