To: All Heroes of Light (dated post-event)

[scriptrix]

Hi everyone,

There have been a lot of these going around lately, so I guess it's my turn.  I'm not proud of what I did in that dream, or the decisions I made.  Honestly, it scares me that anything the Sage could have said would cause me to do those things.  I can't even claim I'd never behave like that, because it would be a lie.  The dream we just saw is proof enough that I'm capable of it.  I betrayed everything Fairy Tail is supposed to stand for - I abandoned my friends and my guild, took shortcuts to power, and did what was easy instead of what was right.

I don't blame you all if you decide you can't trust me after seeing that.  I hardly trust myself at this point.  I won't ask for your forgiveness or your trust, because I feel like that's something I need to prove I'm worthy of having in the first place.  But I do think that all of this just proves how weak I really am, so I'm thinking of disbanding Fairy Tail.  A guild is no good without a strong and trustworthy leader, and I've just proven that I'm neither of those things.  So, to everyone, but to the members of the guild especially:

I'm sorry I couldn't be the friend I should have been.

With a heavy heart,
Levy McGarden

Comments

[derplander]

Levy,

Thou hast suffered greatly upon the actions of the dream.

Rely on your friends for the time being, lest you fall into shadow as I had.

I cannot say for certain if I will remain in your contract, but know that I have much thinking to do in the coming weeks.

- Meteor
Warrior of Darkness

[scriptrix]

Meteor,

I'm going to need to do a lot of thinking too. Good luck with yours.

-Levy