Levy McGarden (
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To: All Heroes of Light (dated post-event)
Hi everyone,
There have been a lot of these going around lately, so I guess it's my turn. I'm not proud of what I did in that dream, or the decisions I made. Honestly, it scares me that anything the Sage could have said would cause me to do those things. I can't even claim I'd never behave like that, because it would be a lie. The dream we just saw is proof enough that I'm capable of it. I betrayed everything Fairy Tail is supposed to stand for - I abandoned my friends and my guild, took shortcuts to power, and did what was easy instead of what was right.
I don't blame you all if you decide you can't trust me after seeing that. I hardly trust myself at this point. I won't ask for your forgiveness or your trust, because I feel like that's something I need to prove I'm worthy of having in the first place. But I do think that all of this just proves how weak I really am, so I'm thinking of disbanding Fairy Tail. A guild is no good without a strong and trustworthy leader, and I've just proven that I'm neither of those things. So, to everyone, but to the members of the guild especially:
I'm sorry I couldn't be the friend I should have been.
With a heavy heart,
Levy McGarden
There have been a lot of these going around lately, so I guess it's my turn. I'm not proud of what I did in that dream, or the decisions I made. Honestly, it scares me that anything the Sage could have said would cause me to do those things. I can't even claim I'd never behave like that, because it would be a lie. The dream we just saw is proof enough that I'm capable of it. I betrayed everything Fairy Tail is supposed to stand for - I abandoned my friends and my guild, took shortcuts to power, and did what was easy instead of what was right.
I don't blame you all if you decide you can't trust me after seeing that. I hardly trust myself at this point. I won't ask for your forgiveness or your trust, because I feel like that's something I need to prove I'm worthy of having in the first place. But I do think that all of this just proves how weak I really am, so I'm thinking of disbanding Fairy Tail. A guild is no good without a strong and trustworthy leader, and I've just proven that I'm neither of those things. So, to everyone, but to the members of the guild especially:
I'm sorry I couldn't be the friend I should have been.
With a heavy heart,
Levy McGarden
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[She takes a deep breath, trying to slow her breathing and calm down.]
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[She blushes a bit before she speaks up.]
I think you already know about me. I could never hate you.
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...You're really amazing, you know.
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I-I'm... I'm just looking out for everyone...
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[Embarrassed, Levy rubs at the back of her neck.]
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[Levy smiles, blushing again as she takes the other girl's hands in hers, nodding happily.]
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No. Nothing's wrong. I just wanted to give you this.
[And without a second thought, she dips her head forward to close the distance between them, planting a brief but sweet kiss on Tsubomi's mouth before drawing back.]
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Levy kissed her. Levy. Kissed. Her. Dream come true right here!]
L-L-Levy...! I... y-you... I...
[Then, big goofy smile on her face]
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Right now, in this moment, Levy has realized just how much she truly needs Tsubomi. And all of that emotion finally overflowed in the form of that sudden kiss. She's smiling just as brightly as she draws back, lifting a hand to gently touch the side of the other girl's face.]
I hope that was okay.
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[Tsubomi's really on that high. She's starting to see that there's someone who needs her a lot. And she'll make she she's always happy.]
I'll be here for you, Levy. Always...
[And she leans into that hand]
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[Levy lets out a relaxed sigh.]
Sorry it took me so long.
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For that.
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Oh...
[She can't help but give her finger a kiss.]
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So I guess it's okay if I ask you out on a real date sometime, then? We can take things slow and figure things out as we go, but... well, I really do want you to stay.
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