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To: All Heroes
[Unlike his usual writing style, this letter is short, simple, and to the point.]
For anyone who looked through their files in the lab, how accurate were they? Did any of the details seem wrong to you? Maybe even made up? Even slightly?
I'm not asking for details on what was in yours. I just want to know if your information seemed right.
Ventus
[He's already talked about it some, all while remaining equally vague, but... he wants to be sure. Lacking as many memories as he does, he has no way of confirming or denouncing most of what he read -- and that's what scares him.]
[Action - for AU!Yuna]
[Not long after, Ven decides he needs some more time to himself -- real time to himself, not just retreated to his room in a house full of people, even if they are his good friends. It's sunset by the time he makes it to his secret viewing spot high up on the side of Aqures Castle, and he settles there on the overhang to watch the last light of the sun fade over the city.
Once again, he's dressed in his Time Mage clothes -- that black coat, the one Ira attributed to some "Organization;" Ven asked Rae to give them to him again, but was quick to ditch her shortly after. He's not in the mood to be patient with her well-intended lectures, and she'd freak out if she knew about this spot of his, even if he is fully recovered.
As for why he's wearing the coat... he's not even sure. Some small, desperate way of trying to feel closer to Terra, maybe -- it's the only lead he has left. That and snippets of a thorough report on his life, much of which he refuses to go back and read. -- even as his thoughts are wracked with uncertainty, guilt, and apology towards Aqua.
How accurate was his file? He wants to write it all off as a lie, but he can't. He could confirm that parts of it were accurate, far too accurate, and so trying to pick and choose what he accepts as truth isn't as easy as he wants it to be.]
Heh... [It's a flat sound, lacking both humor and cheer.] I keep telling myself I want answers... but every time I get them, I just...
[He looks down between his knees at the drop in front of him -- stories high -- and sighs.]
The Master was right. I really didn't belong outside yet.
[And we're right back to square one.]
For anyone who looked through their files in the lab, how accurate were they? Did any of the details seem wrong to you? Maybe even made up? Even slightly?
I'm not asking for details on what was in yours. I just want to know if your information seemed right.
Ventus
[He's already talked about it some, all while remaining equally vague, but... he wants to be sure. Lacking as many memories as he does, he has no way of confirming or denouncing most of what he read -- and that's what scares him.]
[Action - for AU!Yuna]
[Not long after, Ven decides he needs some more time to himself -- real time to himself, not just retreated to his room in a house full of people, even if they are his good friends. It's sunset by the time he makes it to his secret viewing spot high up on the side of Aqures Castle, and he settles there on the overhang to watch the last light of the sun fade over the city.
Once again, he's dressed in his Time Mage clothes -- that black coat, the one Ira attributed to some "Organization;" Ven asked Rae to give them to him again, but was quick to ditch her shortly after. He's not in the mood to be patient with her well-intended lectures, and she'd freak out if she knew about this spot of his, even if he is fully recovered.
As for why he's wearing the coat... he's not even sure. Some small, desperate way of trying to feel closer to Terra, maybe -- it's the only lead he has left. That and snippets of a thorough report on his life, much of which he refuses to go back and read. -- even as his thoughts are wracked with uncertainty, guilt, and apology towards Aqua.
How accurate was his file? He wants to write it all off as a lie, but he can't. He could confirm that parts of it were accurate, far too accurate, and so trying to pick and choose what he accepts as truth isn't as easy as he wants it to be.]
Heh... [It's a flat sound, lacking both humor and cheer.] I keep telling myself I want answers... but every time I get them, I just...
[He looks down between his knees at the drop in front of him -- stories high -- and sighs.]
The Master was right. I really didn't belong outside yet.
[And we're right back to square one.]
2/2
Yeah... I know. All the friends I've made here -- you're all a part of my heart now. I can't lose.
[Even if, like last time, he has to make a sacrifice--
--but no, that's not a thought for right now. There's no need for it -- not yet. One problem at a time. First this world, then the rest. Then Xehanort.]
...Thanks, Yunie. [And we're back to the nickname, which definitely says he's feeling better.] I'll be okay.
Aww Ven. You are too cute!
She isn't going to do that anymore.
She has people she wants to protect, a world that she wants to see thrive and like Sin she'll face whatever comes at them. She'd face it with her friends. If nothing else in this world, that's what she is sure of.]
Our hearts are all connected, right?
[She's heard the saying once before.]
ehehe then I'm doing it right \o/
Right. No matter what happens.
[Turning aside, he looks out over the view of the city again -- relaxed, content, even if there's an air about him that he doesn't often show, a hint of hard-earned maturity and awareness of life that he once lacked. Too much has happened for even him to remain blissfully ignorant, even before he ended up in this exceptional world.]
Besides -- if I don't have confidence in myself, then I don't have confidence in the ones who believe in me, either. [He shakes his head lightly.] But I do. So I won't fail.
XD
She's glad that she had found him.
With a sigh, Yuna moves so her legs are dangling over the edge of their little perch. She leans forward, her palms holding on to the edge so that she won't go tumbling off. The city really was beautiful.]
That's right.
[She laughs softly.]
You real are amazing, you know?
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nooo not that compliment agaaaiiinVen gives a soft laugh, but it's less amusement and more the kind of sound one makes when he's not sure what to say. Shoulders hunched, he ducks his head slightly as if to hide his face.]My friends are the amazing ones. The ones I grew up with, yeah, but those I've made here, too. I am... who I am -- because of them, you know?
[Shifting his weight, he cocks his head just enough to smile up at her.]
You, too, Yunie. I owe you. I'm glad we met.
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I'm glad too.
Honestly I didn't think I would make such great friends here.
[She had arrived after the other Yuna which instantly made her put space between herself and others. It's only recently that she's started to open up more and she's grateful for that fact. She's met so many amazing friends here.]
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I think... that's the least I can do for everybody.
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I want to save this world to but.. [She feels a little silly for saying this.]
It's because it needs me. I know this isn't my world but those I've met here... I want to protect them too.
I'd give anything to protect this place.
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Right... We'll figure it out. Heroes or not, we'll fix everything and protect everyone. And then... then we'll figure out the rest.
[They'll all go home, back to their individual struggles.
But that's not a thought for the present. Ven stands, and after another moment of looking out, he offers Yuna a hand up.]
Well, it's getting late. My housemates are probably worried. [Which he feels a little bad about. He did kind of brush them all off.]
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Do you want me to walk you home?
[She will follow him from the roof anyway, with night falling she should get home too though her housemates probably weren’t looking for her. Everyone in her house more or less kept to themselves.]
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But he helps keep the conversation light, and soon they draw close to the familiar yard of B-10. Someone -- Rae, maybe, since the inside lights aren't on -- has left the porch lit up.]
Thanks for coming along, Yunie. And... for talking. It really helped.
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It's no trouble Ven.
[She pauses for a moment, her gaze shifting up towards the sky.]
If you need me I'll come running. [Her eyes move back down towards Ven.] Always.
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Same here. I'll see you soon, okay?
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