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mogmelodies2016-01-26 01:09 pm
chondriosome) wrote in mogmelodies2016-01-26 01:09 pm
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To: All Heroes of Light (Backdated to Post-Event)
To Everyone:
My name is Aya Brea. I don't know many of you, and I don't expect many of you to know me. I can't imagine that I've made that great of an impression on some of those of you who do, but I should say this.
That person that many of you saw me as was not me. I am not the commander of an army - I don't even consider myself to be that much of a leader. Back home I was a special agent of the FBI just trying to survive, and here I suppose I'm finding myself trying to do the same thing. I have family and friends back home that I care about deeply, and would do anything to try and protect them. This is all I want. I'm sure some of you may feel the same way about the lives they've left behind.
It is easy for people to trust their friends after what happened, but I understand that not many of you know me well enough to say that I can expect the same. After all, I just got here. On one hand it's only been a few weeks since I arrived, and on the other it sometimes feels that I've lived those two years, but again, that is not me. That is not who I will choose to become.
Whether you believe me or not is up to you.
Regards,
My name is Aya Brea. I don't know many of you, and I don't expect many of you to know me. I can't imagine that I've made that great of an impression on some of those of you who do, but I should say this.
That person that many of you saw me as was not me. I am not the commander of an army - I don't even consider myself to be that much of a leader. Back home I was a special agent of the FBI just trying to survive, and here I suppose I'm finding myself trying to do the same thing. I have family and friends back home that I care about deeply, and would do anything to try and protect them. This is all I want. I'm sure some of you may feel the same way about the lives they've left behind.
It is easy for people to trust their friends after what happened, but I understand that not many of you know me well enough to say that I can expect the same. After all, I just got here. On one hand it's only been a few weeks since I arrived, and on the other it sometimes feels that I've lived those two years, but again, that is not me. That is not who I will choose to become.
Whether you believe me or not is up to you.
Regards,
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That whole thing was rough as hell. I don't think I've met you before, or know what side you were on, but it doesn't matter. Beating yourself up over it doesn't help. It felt real enough to me too and there were a lot of things I wished I did differently so people wouldn't get hurt or get killed.
I think it was more of a wake-up call than anything. A lot of people aren't going to be able to forget what they saw either but at least now we have time to try to stop those decisions from happening.
- Ichigo
P.S: Are you serious about the FBI?
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If nothing else, it's set me on a different track since coming here. Besides, I'm sure we all have better things to fuss over than only one possible if - not unlikely - outcome.
Impersonating a federal agent is a crime. So yes, I'm serious.
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You're probably right.
Can't say I've met someone from the FBI before though. Closest I've been to seeing one is in some movies.
- Ichigo
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Judging by your name, I take it you're Japanese? Did you live in Japan?
My branch usually stayed within the United States, so that's not surprising. If you have any questions about what I do, I'm happy to answer them.
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Yeah I did.
If you seriously went on secret missions for national security that's actually kind of cool. Not a lot of people get a chance to protect people like that.
- Ichigo