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mogmelodies2016-01-26 01:25 pm
goddessofthesky) wrote in mogmelodies2016-01-26 01:25 pm
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To: All Heroes of Light [Backdated to 16th]
Dear Heroes of Light,
I don’t expect anyone to trust me now. This isn’t something I should freely admit but I don’t know if I should trust myself. I know I had good intentions in those visions but that doesn’t change my actions. I lost faith in the heroes and my friends. It isn’t excusable.
However, I don’t believe that the future is set. I’m not going to make the same mistakes as the girl from that vision. We were divided and that made the heroes weak. Everyone thought they were doing what was best and they fought each other more than they did the Calamity. I don’t want that to happen. I don’t want us to divide.
It won’t be easy. Nothing worth fighting for is easy but I want to hold us together.
We can have different ideas and thoughts but if we come together we can find a real solution. I believe this and I realize it’s hard to believe after that experience but I don’t want to give up. Be kind, be strong and be open. Others might not understand our thoughts but if we take the time to listen there is a chance. I’m just as guilty as anyone else in this regard. There are so many parts of me I’ve hidden because I thought it made me strong.
There are things I’m scared of and I realize now I shouldn’t face that fear alone. I shouldn’t hide when I am unsure or afraid. I don’t want to pretend I know what’s going to happen or what’s happening now.
I know I’ve always taken a place where I could try and help, where I could guide those who wake up and provide as much information and resources as I can. I’m alone at the Observatory now and if someone better suited wished to take up this post I wouldn’t dispute it.
Saying I’m sorry won’t change anything. So I’m going to do something about it, I’m going to change the future. I won’t believe its set in stone.
~Zelda
I don’t expect anyone to trust me now. This isn’t something I should freely admit but I don’t know if I should trust myself. I know I had good intentions in those visions but that doesn’t change my actions. I lost faith in the heroes and my friends. It isn’t excusable.
However, I don’t believe that the future is set. I’m not going to make the same mistakes as the girl from that vision. We were divided and that made the heroes weak. Everyone thought they were doing what was best and they fought each other more than they did the Calamity. I don’t want that to happen. I don’t want us to divide.
It won’t be easy. Nothing worth fighting for is easy but I want to hold us together.
We can have different ideas and thoughts but if we come together we can find a real solution. I believe this and I realize it’s hard to believe after that experience but I don’t want to give up. Be kind, be strong and be open. Others might not understand our thoughts but if we take the time to listen there is a chance. I’m just as guilty as anyone else in this regard. There are so many parts of me I’ve hidden because I thought it made me strong.
There are things I’m scared of and I realize now I shouldn’t face that fear alone. I shouldn’t hide when I am unsure or afraid. I don’t want to pretend I know what’s going to happen or what’s happening now.
I know I’ve always taken a place where I could try and help, where I could guide those who wake up and provide as much information and resources as I can. I’m alone at the Observatory now and if someone better suited wished to take up this post I wouldn’t dispute it.
Saying I’m sorry won’t change anything. So I’m going to do something about it, I’m going to change the future. I won’t believe its set in stone.
~Zelda